A busy Friday

As a new day dawns,

Today, I feel torn between two places, wanting this weigh loss thing to work for me, at the same time, I know I have to make sacrifices and changes to my everyday lifestyle.

I thought this would be easy, but it’s not, what makes it even harder is the fact that I’m a people pleaser, how can I possibly tell one person that I cannot spend so much time with them because my life needs to change, that will never go down well with anybody.

So I have a big birthday party for myself coming up, hosting at a friend’s place, so it’s been there every night to get things ready... my bday is in two weeks, the 22nd February 2014.

I am now setting a start date for 3 March, I have ordered a meal replacement Herbalife shake, I have also been researching the Slender Geek 'way of life' this is a 8 week challenge, and I’m ready to do this challenge...

I am ready to give it my all... My everything, I don’t expect all my 30kgs to be shed away in this 8 weeks, but I do think this will make a good base for me to start a new life style for myself and my family.

I had the privilege of watching my friends daughters grade 8 school concert, I sat there looking at the kids, thinking how horrible those fat girls must feel, this has really made me realise that I need to change my whole families lifestyle as I would not like my kids to be there one day.

Today is a really hectic day at work.

Chat next week

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